The world is an oyster and I am just a grain of sand.
I had a man, he was really sweet. But a user. a loser. a poser. And I left him to dry out in the sun like an frenchfry. But it was me that turned hard, hateful, spiteful. There's this other man. He's friendly, and nice, but he's not what I want.
He's a good friend, but that's about it. I have no interest in him other than as a friend, and i'm not sure how to tell him that. I dont want to lose the friendship. Because of him I have a new group of friends in a town that I know very few people.
And I like hanging out with him, I'm just not ya know attracted to him.
but the first man, god was I attracted to him, I loved him, and he.. he used me, and i dumped him and i suddenly wish i hadnt.
user or not at least i was interested in him. yea i know this makes me an idiot